Several things have changed since the time I decided to stop being just a writer, and start a company that consults brands on marketing.
The change that currently has my full attention is my own transformation from a carefree writer to a responsible executive.
While I was always aware of my capabilities, I never truly made an effort to push my own boundaries until a couple of years ago.
Impulsiveness came to me naturally, and the brain was only briefly engaged in any decision making process. As a result, The Universe happened to have complete control of my life.
That's just not how it works any more. There's a voice in my head now - that speculates situations, and likes to question choices before they're made. Let's just call him Mr Frown for now.
Being the newest toy in my head, I happened to, and still do entertain Mr Frown more than any other voice. Consequentially, I have been doing his bidding for some time now.
As you may have gauged, he's trying to compete with the Universe for control of my life.
Interesting, huh?
Even as I write this, Mr Frown has questions. He demands to know why I'm spending valuable time telling the world about his existence, when I could instead be doing something productive.
Amusingly enough, for the first time, I have a really short answer for him.
Shut up. Fuck off.
Change has struck again. Or is it the Universe?
The change that currently has my full attention is my own transformation from a carefree writer to a responsible executive.
While I was always aware of my capabilities, I never truly made an effort to push my own boundaries until a couple of years ago.
Impulsiveness came to me naturally, and the brain was only briefly engaged in any decision making process. As a result, The Universe happened to have complete control of my life.
That's just not how it works any more. There's a voice in my head now - that speculates situations, and likes to question choices before they're made. Let's just call him Mr Frown for now.
Being the newest toy in my head, I happened to, and still do entertain Mr Frown more than any other voice. Consequentially, I have been doing his bidding for some time now.
As you may have gauged, he's trying to compete with the Universe for control of my life.
Interesting, huh?
Even as I write this, Mr Frown has questions. He demands to know why I'm spending valuable time telling the world about his existence, when I could instead be doing something productive.
Amusingly enough, for the first time, I have a really short answer for him.
Shut up. Fuck off.
Change has struck again. Or is it the Universe?
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